THIS MADE MY DAY

Well, it made my night. Well, it made it easier to sleep. After, you know, 2 am.

Allen: poke

me: poke

Allen: How be you?

1:28 AM me: insomniatic

and sleeeepy

Allen: I hugz you

I had my Arrogant Bastard, so I'm sleepy from alcohol

not drunk, but sleepy

me: heh

1:29 AM I went to bed at 11, got up again at 1

Allen: :p

me: 1:31 AM

oh! While at dinner with Patty, there was an episode of family guy playing, and it was from the first season, so all the voices were off

Allen: lol

me: it made me want to twitch

1:32 AM Allen: the digital work really makes the show

me: yeah, so do the voices. Meg was awful that season

1:34 AM Allen: thinking of you...

me: :)

miss ya

1:35 AM I'm getting really sleepy again

I'm gonna try to sleep

1:37 AM I love you

Allen: I love you too

1:38 AM me: talk to you tomorrow, and see you in two days!

Spring break

I am not good left alone. I feel so much better when I'm around people.

And not just, you know, at my computer at work. I have coworkers around, but not really. Everyone's doing work, no one's talking.

Tonight, I'm basically gonna be sitting home alone. Not looking forward to it.

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Grad decisions are tough.

Bored at Auditions

So, it's empty here. So here are my thoughts.

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Cramps suck

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Stage fright sucks.

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Pizza is delicious.

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Just dealt with a bitchy auditioner. She asked me if I was just singing a harmony instead of the real, actual song. Wow.

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Sometimes I really dislike myself

So, I have a nasty habit of worst case scenarioing.

Something goes wrong. And while it's probably nothing, almost certainly nothing, I find myself in a near panic trying to figure it out. I find myself looking stuff up online, trying to figure it out, and I only give myself a worse headache and feeling all weepy and crying about it.

And then I start planning for all contingencies. What if the worst case scenario is true?

I hate this part about me.

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It doesn't help that I'm major PMSing. MAJORLY.

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Allen didn't get into USC. If that wasn't enough bad news, some people have been begrudging me because I did. Even going so far as to say I took his spot, and he should be mad at me for it. Gee thanks, people.

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