A break...actually good?

I can't believe it.

I've actually had a wonderful break.

Lessee, I've:

Hung out with Jeff and Hui

Written at a Ten Rens

Hung out with Beth at Ikea

Gotten ideas at Ikea

Found out some odd facts at Bev Mo

Impulsively driven out to San diego

Played Rock band with Allen and Jessica

Found out who the final Cylon is

Had a delicious Tequila sunrise

Tried fine tequila

watched a silly movie

had bagels for breakfast

Watched an entire disk of How I met Your Mother

Walked around a swamp/creek in carlsbad

relaxed with Allen

Gotten a bit drunk with Patty

tried long island iced tea - didn't like it

Won a shot glass at Dave and Busters

Gotten my hair cut

Eaten at Oishi's with Bree

Gone to Goodwills

Gone over to Evan's

watched who knows how long of Resident Evil 5

Played DnD

WON at DnD

achieved level 4 in DnD

Eaten pizza and friendship bread

driven home late at night

Done headshots for a friend.

And there's still more to do!

Beth and Ikea and terrifying secrets

So today I went and grabbed Beth and took her with me to Ikea.  And it was awesome.  The end.

Lets wind back a bit.

So as you may or may not know, I've been having some problems writing this break.  So I decided to not write in whittier, but drive towards Beth's house until I find a place to write.  I was meeting Beth at 5:30.  It was 12:30. 

So I drive onto the 60 freeway and see little tokyo in hacienda.  Figuring they must have a boba shop somewhere in there, I pull in.  

Not only does this place have an arcade, a beauty shop, a food court, a japanese bakery, a karaoke bar, but it has a TEN REN'S! My favorite writing place, but only 20 minutes from my home!  Oh my gosh!

I wrote 5 pages there.  And watched an odd show about a guy at a restaurant.  I don't know.

So Beth and I were awesome at Ikea.  We talked.  And talked.  We can just talk and talk and talk and it never stops.  I feel like I can tell her everything, as cliche'd as that sounds.  

Break break break break break break break break

It drives me crazy.  

It's so silent.  

It's so inactive.  I just sit on the couch staring at my computer all day.  So I, I who work for Internet writing, I who love facebook, I who can type for hours at end, am getting bored with my computer.

Something is wrong with the world.

after finals dreams

So I had one completely horrible dream that was just my subconscious messing with me, I had one of my normal ones.  And by normal I mean I was a half demon that constantly rode the elevator to earth because I liked Lemonade Ice tea.  That I got from church barbeques.  And once a person died, they had to be given to the hell serpent within 17 minutes or else nothing would make sense.

Yeah.

Done done done done done

I'm having a sneezing fit right now.

I want to go out and have an adventure, but I'm too sleepy.

So I'm doing this:  

1. Last beverage: White Cranberry juice
2. Last phone call: Allen
3. Last text message: Rinata
4. Last song you listened to: "99 Luftballons"
5. Last time you cried: uhh...it's been a while.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: You mean like two dates?  Yes.  Or do you mean like dated them, broke up, then dated again?...yes.
7. Been cheated on: Nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it?: yup. Truth and Dare.  Never worth it.
9. Lost someone special?: RIP Nana, Papa, and Amy.
10. Been depressed?: yup.
11. Been drunk? Ish?  Not incredibly.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Brown (yes, strange, but I love it)
13. Dark blue
14. Grey (not 'gray' but 'grey')

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yup!  Rachel, Rinata, and Sarah come to mind.  So does Steve
16. Fallen out of love: Nope
17. Laughed until you cried: Yup!
18. Met someone who changed you: Not met someone.  Been changed by someone?  Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yup-ish
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yup!  It usually makes me happy.  Except for one recent occasion.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yup!  
23. How many kids do you want to have: I dunno.  Not picky.  Am seriously reconsidering ever having kids.  but that might be a phase.
24. Do you have any pets: A plant name Jayne.
25. Do you want to change your name: Nope. 
26. What did you do for your last birthday: The Olde Ship.
27. What time did you wake up today: 5.  In the morning.  Bleh.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Driving Allen home.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Next quarter
30. Last time you saw your father: Actually a while ago.  My schedule's been really messed up.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Some parent problems would be nice to fix up.
32. What are you listening to right now: The quiet sounds of Glen Mor settling into sleep
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yup!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now?  My constant sneezing fit.  If I eat too fast, I get sneezy.

no 35? o.o
36. Whats your real name?: Carolyn Noel
37. Relationship Status: Taken!
38. Zodiac sign : Whatever December 25th is.
39. Male or female : Female
40. Elementary: Whittier Christian School
41. Middle School : Heights Christian Junior High
42. High school : Whittier Christian High School
43. Hair color: Blah blah blond
44. Long or short : short
45. Height : 5' 5
46. Do you have a crush on someone?: Why yes.
47. What do you like about yourself? my brains.
48. Piercings: Ears
49. Tattoos:  Eww.  No bigger turnoff.
50. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :
51. First surgery: Some ear thing.  I'm a bit too tired to know at this point.
52. First piercing : ears
53. First tattoo: ewww
54. First best friend:  Kelleigh in Kindergarden
55. First sport you joined: Ballet
56. First pet: Duke and Dutchess
57. First vacation: Washington D.C.
58. First concert:  I no longer remember.  Something churchy
59. First crush: Nolan in junior high
60. First alcohol drink: wine from my parents

RIGHT NOW:
61. Eating: girl scout cookies
62. Drinking: nothing
63. I'm about to: be even more sleepy
64. Listening to: nothing
65. Waiting for: a phone call saying dinner is done and i can get picked up

YOUR FUTURE:
66. Want kids?: you already asked this question.
67. Want to get married?: yes
68. Careers in mind?: Something to do with writing

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
69. Lips or eyes: eyes
70. Hugs or kisses: mmm depends on my mood
71. Shorter or taller: taller
72. Older or Younger: really don't care.  I've done both.
73. legs or breasts: A well muscled set of legs are great.
74. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
75. Tattoos or piercings: NO!

76. Sensitive or loud: I kinda prefer loud.  I tried sensitive.  Didn't quiet work.
77. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant : Again, troublemaker works better

HAVE YOU EVER :
79. Kissed a stranger: nope
80. Drank hard liquor: yes....?
81. Lost glasses/contacts: Oh heck yes.  Funny story.
82. Sex on first date: nope
83. Broken someone's heart: Unfortunately yeah
84. Had your own heart broken: definitely
85. Been arrested?: nope
86. Turned someone down: So everytime I go to the getaway, random grad students hit on me.
87. Cried when someone died: yup
88. Skinny dipped: kinda

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself : yes
90. Miracles : I've kinda had one happen to me, so yeah
91. Love at first sight : Not really.  Sorta?
92. Heaven : Yup
93. Santa Claus : nope
94. Kissing on the first date? : Well, I've done it.
95. Angels: sure

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?: Sure is.  Waiting for him to call
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?: Nope
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever? : Yes 
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? On my blog.

Dreams are linked with Hypoglycemia

Surprise surprise, I had a vivid dream last night.

So, in this one, surprise surprise, we lived in a dystopian Britain. All my dreams that I remember seem to happen in a dystopia.

Anyways, it was me, Allen, Evan, Kelleigh, Beth, Beth's mom, Shirin, Luis, Bree, Anna, Jen, AJ, Jad, Steven, and Rinata. Yup, tons of friends then two people I dislike and one person I pretty much hate. I don't know why, it was just my dream. And we were all locked up in a minimum security prison. And we were allowed to go out during the day, but at 6:15 at night the gates were locked, and we had to stay inside. Only "freedom" people were allowed out at night. And at night there was enough food for everyone, but it was all gone during the day.

So we had to break out at night to eat. Yeah. Beth and her Mom did most of that, somehow fixing the gates so they could swing back open again. I'm not sure how. so we would escape nightly to get food.

But one time we were caught.

And we were forced into a giant staircase that was guarded by demon cats. And then we started talking.

Now, in this group there are several...outspoken personalities. That don't always get along. Heck, I don't even get along with all of them all the time. There's one in there that I've NEVER gotten along with.

And we started arguing. And insults started flying. One person called another a paranoid pathetic creep. Someone called me a crazy bitch (three guesses who) and I called her a lying whore. One friend called the other a gigantic buffoon. Another friend called someone a talentless wash-up. Someone called someone an idiot. Someone called someone brainless. The insults flew around.

Then one of the demon cats exploded.

Discussion

In bio30 discussion, a guy asked how long it would take for a woman's vagina to return to normal size after having a baby, cause that baby was huge and that'd be gross and loose.  Lovely.

What is love?

I got called a teddy bear today.  I think that counts.

But, seriously guys, this seems so real.  And so sappy.  But so real.

I feel like a teenage blogger.  Not so good.  But really really happy.

OMG KITTIES!

So if you know anything about me, you know that I love cats. And that I intensely miss my cat when I'm away at college.

And that I want one next year when I live in Bannockburn. Which may or may not be allowed. I think it's technically not allowed, but I know tons of people who have them there. So I just might consciously break the rules.

Anyway, I found the site that I would use to adopt one:

http://www.adoptapet.com/pet-search-display?age=kitten&clan_id=2&clan_name=cat&country_code=US&email_is_valid=&end_number=50&geo_range=35&geo_range_km=55&hair=short&is_cat=1&postal_code=92507&quote_filename=%2Fhome%2Fsap%2Fexternals%2Fproduction%2Fwaiting_page_quotes%2Fkitten_quotes%2F%2F2.html&saver_checkbox=0&sex=f&start_number=1&state_code=CA

yeah. I think I'm in love.

Bio 30 ... on the pregnancy one

Now we're talking about miscarriages and Still Births.  

I got out my laptop because I hoped it'll distract me.  

But I feel like I'm on the verge of tears.

I think I'm going to leave.

Walk out of class.

Tonight

Tonight will be hell.

A three page paper on Asexuality.

A one slide power point presentation on Asexuality.

A power point presentation for my spanish.

All...with crappy amounts of time.

Crap.